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Journal Entry: Sat Jan 12, 2013, 8:25 AM
Yup, here I am again. Not gonna be so active right away but I just wanna say that I'm feeling better already. I thought it would take longer before I could post something here but in the end all I had to do was to decide. And because drowning in pity didn't sound so tempting, I decided to keep my head and hopes up. Because that's all I can do right now, and I have even got professional help for the problem I told you about in the previous journal entry. Maybe things will actually turn out fine.

And big thanks go to you guys. Seriously, the comments you wrote in my last journal entry literally made me cry for happiness. When posting that entry, all I could expect at that time was bunch of trolls or something like that but... Uhh I hope I had words for this. I could thank you for million times if that would be suitable but, well, it would be no use doing that because it still wouldn't describe my gratitude. But God knows how the things would have turned out without you. I think you were to ones to change my mom's mind. Well, it seems like she still doesn't feel comfortable near me but at least she can talk to me a bit again. I don't think anything can ever change her mind completely - which means it can be that she will never accept me as who I am - but maybe it's my time to get over that, even if that may sound rather selfish.

But again, I have to thank you so much for your encouraging words, even if you would be tired of hearing that. óvò ♥ It's just... gosh, I don't even know what to say! Maybe it's better to leave this here.


Thank you. :heart:

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Niin joo, ja suomalaisille piilomainontaa nyt kun tässä kerran jo ollaan. Vanha blogi poistui syistä, jotka ehkä pystytte juuri nyt päättelemäänkin, joten tämmöisen tein: taskurakki.blogspot.fi/

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Kurage00 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Artist
Ihanaa kuulla et sulla menee taas paremmin, ja oot päässy tänne takasin ; u ;!
Sun työt on kyl aina niin iloa silmälle, että senkin puoleen mukava kuulla et oot palannu ;D
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Evil-Darkrai Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013
on niin ihana kuulla että sulla menee ja paremmin c: ja kyllä me täällä dA:ssa ollaan sun tukenas OuO
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Ejaki Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hienoa, että menee jo paremmin. Onnea sulle elämääsi kyl se siitä! :hug: Me kaikki olemme kaltaisesi mahtavan ihmisen rinnalla oli tilanne sitten mikä tahansa. c:
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EverythingObsesser Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so proud that you're keeping your head and hopes up, and that you sought out professional help!! ;//u//;
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norochan Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Toivon sulle paljon pärjäämisiä irl -elämääs, mukava kuulla että voit paremmin ja oot saanu apua. ; u ; Uskon että moni sun kaveri ois siun tukena, joten sie et oo yksin! ^^
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Makichi Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Hienoa että pärjäät jo paremmin ja saan taas ruveta lukeen sun blogia :D On ollut välillä ikävä sun kirjotuksia :'D
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CandyGearz Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Student Filmographer
Mukavaa että olos on jo parempi! Tulikohan Valio Oloa syötyä vai? Ääh.. vitsi vitsi ;3
Kiva ku palasit ^^! :iconspazhugplz:
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Iikoo Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013
Hyvä että sulla on jo parempi olo! :3 Ja kiva että oot tullu takasi!
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GrumpyInsomnicat Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
You inspire so many people (myself included) every day, so I honestly can't tell you how happy I am to hear that things are finally getting better for you. Remember to hold your head high, we all love you. <3
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Ligax Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Student Filmographer
anytime jen
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xXKiriFlameXx Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm glad you got professional help. I did question my counselor about it and planned to send you a note, but then I totally forgot.. x.x; But atleast everything's better for you now. c: It's terrible when your mom doesn't accept you for who you are, but she'll have to change on her own. Your life could be much worse, so be happy with the one you have. ^^
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Handyman360 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I don't think its selfish at all. If she cant accept her child for who she is then that's her problem.
p.s. Glad to here your feeling better!
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CocoaSnowflakes Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm glad to hear that you are doing better! :hugs: I hope things will continue to get better for a long time. :)
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Trieheart Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Im so glad youre feeling better Jen! ;w; ♥
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TikaNya Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm glad you're feeling better c:!
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Puffleduck Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Keep your chin up :iconrubcheeksplz:
Because you are you.
There is nobody else who is you-er than you
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deer-jol Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Good to read that you feel better now and you'll stay here.:)
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Konveekou Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Student General Artist
I am very glad things turned out better for ya c: moreover, I cant wait to see more art from you♥ I hope things will get daily better~
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Riikin Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:hug:
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yowico Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Mahtavaa että kaikki on jo edes vähemmän paremmin. (:

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Prince-Raichai Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
even though things do look dull at the beginning, it gets better so long as you stay strong.
Everything gets better in time.
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tatarhunter Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013
Glad to hear that its going better m8t :3
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Trickitt Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013   Digital Artist
I'm so glad to hear that things are getting better. <3 I'm sure that with more time it'll get even better too.
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Mion-93 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Onneksi voit jo paremmin~ Äläkä huoli, sateenkaari paistaa aina jonkin pilven nurkassa! Onnea tulevaan ja kaikkea hyvää~
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SpitfiresOnIce Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm very glad you're feeling a bit better already, and that you're getting help for your problem. :hug: That's great to hear!
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ANDREWwwwwww Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Glad to hear things have gotten easier for you Jen c: It really does take a lot of courage and willpower to keep away from drowning in pity and to, instead, keep your head up and focus on moving forward.
You got through the worst of your situation and it seems things can only go better from here. And whatever happens - if things get better or maybe just fall down a little again at times - we'll all still be here to support you the entire way ^^
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DangerousBallOfFur Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Student Filmographer
How much is your commissions? is it cheap......................... :iconcry-plz:
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IronPub Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Näin oikeestaa yhes vaihees unta et sul alko menee paremmi, tuli täs mieleen : D
Mut siis, o hyvä juttu et ny o alkanu asiat menee paremmi ja su äitis o alkanu leppymään ^^
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Zessulih Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013
Jee tulit takas!~ :dummy:
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